Your Beliefs Are Your Keys

To The Reality You Seek

If I believed what the doctors told me I would have ended up dead.

Not physically, but a shell of my former self.

A zombie walking around in a state of confusion, the inability to reproduce.

Infertile, not a man just a person who had been chemically lobotomized.

When I was younger, I had the drive and inner fire to take this world and crush it in my hands.

I tapped into my infinite potential ready to unleash it upon the landscape around me.

For the first time in my life I achieved what many seek, true freedom.

I was 17 and I chose to leave home.

Did I have a plan?

No.

I just knew it was what had to be done.

Your destiny is always calling you.

It’s always in the back of your mind.

Every single person on this planet knows what they must do.

The inability to take action is what stops everyone from seeking their life's purpose.

The fear to take risks.

The fear of what their parents might think.

The fear of being embarrassed and laughed at.

Most people fear embarrassment over death.

It’s a pitiful existence, and I wasn’t going to let my “fears” stop me.

If you’ve been reading my other articles you may know a thing or two about me.

If not, I will share some more here.

At the age of 17 I chose to become homeless.

To live on the streets.

To experience the world.

To truly be free.

Free to make my own decisions and choices in life.

Too much freedom has consequences though.

There’s no one there who cares enough to stop you from fucking your life up.

Out there in the world alone, there is no one who truly cares enough about your life.

When you go outside into the real world, it’s very obvious that certain individuals will use and abuse you for their own gains.

All I can suggest is to fail, and to fail fast.

Don’t let your failures ruin your life, but shape who you become.

Over a period of time I started to truly lose myself, delusions of grandeur would appear.

In my own mind I had felt I was an almighty god ready to unleash my vengeance upon the world.

Guess what though, these beliefs shaped who I became, they shaped the world I would see.

Your beliefs are the key to the reality you seek.

Your beliefs are the substance that shapes who you become.

Your beliefs are one of the things in this world that you truly do own.

My beliefs showed me things, insane things that can not be put into words.

Over time my beliefs were too abstract to fit into the box of society that we surround ourselves with.

I ended up going to the hospital.

They said I almost died of muscle failure (bs).

I got too close to a secret of life.

The forces of this world had to stop me at all costs.

I was causing chaos in the mainframe, I was like John Murdoch in the movie (Dark City).

I had true powers, even if no one believes me, I remember clearly.

This is the power of your beliefs, if you can convince yourself to believe anything, it will become true in your personal experience.

The only difference between a loser and a winner is the winner’s delusions become true.

There’s something about humans, humanity. 

We always set unbelievable unattainable goals and make them happen.

Everyone told us we “couldn’t” do it, so it now becomes our mission to prove them wrong.

If I had believed what the doctors told me, I’d be dead right now, a shell of my former self.

They told me I had a (unexplainable mood disorder), that I needed to be on (anti-psychotic) drugs for the rest of my life.

They told my parents, my friends who came to visit that I’d never be normal again.

Basically it was an early funeral, that the person they knew me as was gone and I was to be replaced by a robotic version of myself.

They misunderstood who I was.

They didn’t realize how much power I had inside of myself.

They didn’t realize my beliefs were stronger than the reality that they could see.

I was thrown in jail, drugged up and forced to do things against my will.

But guess what?

I had something they didn’t, a belief.

I believed that everything they told me was a lie, that I would stop at nothing until I could get off these drugs.

I had to lie to my friends, my family, the doctors I had to make them believe that I was listening to them.

I had to slowly and subtly suggest that I didn’t need “drugs”.

I had shocked the entire system, I was probably one of the worst cases they had ever seen.

I created fear in others, just based on my actions alone.

Within this time I slowly found a higher power.

It was a weird experience, considering I never believed in a higher power my whole life.

I just kept getting these glimpses of intuition that if I held onto my beliefs I would make it out of this thing alive.

Two years later after forced injections, therapy bull shit, weekly court and drug testing.

I became free.

I held onto my belief that I didn’t need this bullshit and slowly lowered my dose of drugs with approval until I didn’t need to be on them anymore.

Imagine testosterone levels zero but still holding such a powerful belief.

I would sleep 16+ hours a day, I got fat.

I still held onto my belief and it set me free.

A man who believes an almighty god is watching over him will have different actions than a man with no beliefs.