Who are you?

Who do you need to become?

Relying on yourself is truly the only way to free your mind and create a life you wish to see. There is much power in realizing that you have the ability and passion to force your will onto reality. Step up and shape the world around you, you must enjoy living and to listen to others is no way to do it.

There comes a point in your life where you may want or need mentors in certain areas, but until then you must take your life and master a new way of living. When I was younger I never gave a solitary fuck. There is true power in this, I always questioned authority figures.

I always rebelled against what the world told me to do. The issue with this is eventually no one wants to help you anymore. Was that a problem?

Fk no. I was living a life, a reality shaped by the person I was becoming. (Still am). There is no more true rites of passage for men anymore.

What’s the first thing you can think of when you hear this? You must create one tailored to yourself. Create a list of every fear you have always held true.

This same list that you fear so much is the key to your awakening. Attacking this list one by one will slowly wake you up. Whether you’re scared to talk to that girl or scared to ask for a raise at work.

Once you actually force yourself, yes you must force yourself and every part of your being to crush these things completely. You are the commander of your mind and body. You are not the thoughts you hear.

You are not the actions you’ve taken. You are alive and the spirit in full control over your mind and body, now act that way. If you want something you must go out there and fucking grab it.

I was delusional when I was younger, thinking someone was going to come save me. Thinking someone was going to come teach me the ways on how to do these things. No.

No one came. I wasted years letting my fears eat me alive. I finally had enough when I never found a true connection with another girl.

I was jealous and envious of my friends and everyone around me. Everyone had already had these experiences that I craved so desperately. I was 18 and I fucking went out there and got what I was looking for.

I left home for a few days and I was determined. I didn’t know what I was looking for per say. I just knew I had to find a woman and do the deed.

It was a cold night the wind was screaming hitting me. I couldn’t go back home a failure yet again. I stayed up all night looking and looking.

Fighting my own mind daily. “Just go back home.” “You have failed, give up.”

“You don’t deserve this.” That thought hit. I said FUCK THAT.

I will take my desire and shape a new reality. I began to see a new way of life. I invoked the Egyptian gods for help.

I remembered a love story between OSIRIS and his love. This story fueled me to keep going. I was determined to find what I was looking for.

I replayed the story but in real life. I time traveled hopped through some portals and arrived to my new reality. I found what I was looking for.

I forced my will upon the world and reigned supreme in my quest. This is what would start a crazy unforeseen sequence of events that would truly drive one mad. I set a goal and achieved it, I’m not going to go into detail but you can imagine how I felt.

The forces of my will truly shaped the reality I began to see. Something unlocked in my DNA. I became who I needed to, to achieve my goals and desires that had tormented me.

I chose to consume the fear and burn it with my auric field. My willpower had ascended to the next level. I realized something very important back then. (10 years ago)

I do have the power to change myself. I do have the power to change the world around me. I do have the power to become a force that can not be stopped.

I witnessed my true potential. A new light had been formed in my eyes. I wasn’t that piece of shit loser who played video games anymore.

I was a king in my own right, I had created a domain in which I could play the game of life. I had stopped relying on others.

I had taken my life into my own hands. No more relying on others. The life I chose to see was directly correlated to the actions I’d take.

The choices I’d make. No more playing the victim card. No more asking for help.

I’d figure this shit out on my own. No one I knew was living the life I wanted so how could I listen to them? I never asked for financial help from my parents.

I never asked them for advice. I never asked anyone to help me with anything. I became self accountable.

By doing this I became very wise and quickly. It’s your turn now. No more blaming others.

No more speaking of your past. Focus on your future and what you can do in the present to get there. Anxiety doesn’t exist, you just have to trust and believe in yourself and you will rule supreme.

Fear is only a guide to the actions you must take to free yourself from it. Any resistance that builds up in any area is a key to what you must do. If you find yourself blaming anyone for anything you must delete that part of yourself.

Successful people do not complain, criticize, or condemn others. There is much power and creation of self confidence knowing you are in control. In control of your own life.

There’s a switch in the back of your head that’s been off until now. Flip it on. You are awake.

Who do you need to become to live the life you want to create?